Breaking an addiction and looking for intervention is super hard. Fighting with addictions brings temporary happiness, but ultra guilt and humility. Trust believe, alot of people have some type of addictions. Some are actually good, most are bad. They expose weakness and insecurities. Trust and believe I am fighting an addiction now. Ya'll and the world and ready to know what it is so don't ask. But really, in the end, everyone wants to take the staircase to heavenly skies. So if you are fighting something that's bringing a negative influence on your life, find help. I'm here, GOD is here, but more over, know that you are there for yourself. That's where the real help and answers come from. Stay safe.